toxictouch

I\'m wrapped up, tied tight, bound to a wall, shackled, broken, afraid to fall. Confusion seeps from the falling skies. I allow it to consume me with open eyes. I\'m beaten, misunderstood, looked at with rage, screamed at, hated, lock me away in a cage. Drag me to the desert and leave me to rot. It\'s what I deserve, all the pain I brought. I\'m scared, depressed, accused of being thoughtless, sneered at, looked down upon, leaving me to be hopeless. I wish I could satisfy everyone around me. I learned now that dream is far from reality. I\'m \"beautiful\", sweet, always with a smile, cute, amusing, but all of that after awhile b